Oct 6, 2012- No good deed ever goes unpunished

Yesterday me and my dumb friend Julia went all the way to Brookline to see Alex, because he said he wanted to hang out with me, but he couldn't because he had to run errands for his dad's girlfriend... So I figured I'd go there to say hi, and hopefully spend sometime with him, or maybe help him out with his errand... When we first got there we hung out with Vienna and she bought both of us frozen yogurt, it was wicked nice of her. After that she drove me to see Alex and turns out he was really just getting high with his two friends in a sketchy path. I was so mad, and hurt, because as I clearly stated earlier that day, I feel like I'm the only who puts in effort, and I swear pot is more important then me. Like I went all the way there to see him because I missed him, and he doesn't get to see me during the week, unlike his school friends who he sees everyday, so you'd think he'd would do what ever he had to to come see me, but the thing was smoking mari jane with his friends was more important... no matter what he says, the truth was, that was what he would rather have been doing. So as usual I got made and walked away, Alex tried to talk to me but it just made me feel worst, because he was like, "Babe we can talk about this tomorrow night." Like of course he would say tomorrow night instead of tonight, because that night he was too busy smoking pot to want to go have to troop it to my house and then have to talk to me. So I ended up walking away, and when Alex didn't come after me and instead walked in the other direction with his friends I completely broke down crying. Me and Julia ended up going to his school so I could go into the bathroom and pull myself together. When I came out of the bathroom Alex was there, because apparently Julia had called him. We walked away and talked stuff out, but I barely told him what my problem was...I wish I could talk to him. But I just can't and I dont know why. Either way Alex said he could arrange something and sleepover. At this point in time it was 6 o'clock...And I knew Julia was supposed to be home by 6, but to be honest I didn't really care because I didn't have to be home until whenever, because my mom wasn't going to be home until 11. Finally when me and Alex were don't talking at like 6:40, me and Julia got on the train and headed home... Julia was super freaked out, because her mom is super over protective. When we got off the train, we had no idea where we were. But thankfully I am very street smart, and figured out how to get home. I got Julia home within 30 mins...I was super proud that we made such good time, because it is supposed to take an hour. After, me and Chris hung out, and he bought me an ice tea from Dunkin Donuts...Chris is so nice to me. After that I got ready for Alex to come over, I had a huge surprise planned for him, but he had to smoke one last joint at his friends house, and because of that he didn't get to my house until the exact same time as my mother. So I did not end up following through with the surprise. After we talked and fucked and it was all kosher... and he said he would take me on an actual date the next day!