Oct 9, 2012- The beginning of the end

Well, even thought it was tuesday today, I didn't have school because it was professional day. But since my mom is a teacher she had to go to work, therefore I had to stay home and watch Bella. But at 2 I stuck Bella with my grandma, and me and my friend Lulu hopped in a taxi and went to go see Alex in Brookline, since he actually had school today. When we got there Alex gave me a huge hug, gosh hahaha I swear I'm like a little kid whose face just lights up when I see him. After me and Lulu hung out with Alex, Stephan, and Vienna. We went to the library, then to the car wash. After Vienna wanted me to try this burrito place called Annes Tacoria. So we all went there. On our way there, my mom called me and asked for exactly where i was, because she needed me and Alex right now. She sounds really mad, or like there was something really wrong. I kept asking her what the hell was going on but she wouldn't tell me, she also told me not to tell Alex what was going on, but for me that wasn't an option, Alex was like my other half, I needed him to make me feel better. So me and Alex walked away from everyone else and I called my mom back. She told me that Alex got kicked out of Brookline high, and that he had to go back to Brighton, she said that his dad thought that it was my fault because he said that Alex kept skipping last period on the days that I came to see him. Also he told my mom about how Alex smokes and drinks and stuff and that he think that Alex is a bad influence on me, and that we should break up because Alex is only going to bring me down (yes I know it sounded like Brandon's dad all over again). So I completely just burst into tears, because I felt like it was my fault, and plus I had already been thorough a similar thing once, and I know that things this never ends well for anyone...especially for me! So after that my mom picked us both us and it was a very weird car ride home. After me and Alex went into my room and talked and he said that he thinks that we should just end this because it is only going to get worse, but that only made me think that he didn't care enough to try to make it work, even when things were really bad. I honestly couldn't believe that he would honestly be willing to throw it all away just because of some stupid bull shit. From the beginning I always thought if we broke up, it would be one or two reasons...Either he would turn out to be gay, or he would end up letting his Dad influence his thoughts about me. Well... At least he didn't end up being gay...As far as I know... But either way I tried to convince him to stay with me even with me, until I realized I didn't want to convince him to stay with me and try to make this work, and that if this relationship really mattered to him that he would make that decision on his own. So it was whatever... Since then we have been sitting on my couch waiting for his dad to come here, because apparently me, Alex, my mom, and his dad were going to have a talk... But now I just figured out that favorite person in the entire world will be accompanying his dad...His dad's wonderful girlfriend, who loves me so much...this is going to be SO much fun, I can hardly wait... Well its okay, its not like I like her either....