Oct 1, 2012- What a nice basement

Well yesterday after work Alex came and picked me up from work. I was so happy to see him I ran out of my the ice cream shop where I work, and leaped into him arms and gave him the hugest hug ever. After that we when to my house and hung out, my mom made dinner. After dinner we told my mom we were going for a walk, then left my house, and went back in through the basement. We set up a mattress and blankets in the basement, the had sex... we were both super sure we were going to get caught, but we didn't end up getting caught thankfully, because that would have made for an extremely awkward rest of the evening. After that we really did take a short walk,and Alex made me realize something, that he isn't the romantic type, but when you truly love someone, you don't try to change them, because you are in love with the person they are, not the person you'd like them to be. I thought about it a lot and it made sense to me, it made me realize, that there honestly isn't anyone else I would rather be with then Alex. He really fucks up sometimes, and he is honestly the least romantic person out there, but I know Alex would do anything I asked if it mean't making me happy, he is extremely hot, and he loves me to pieces, sometimes when I fall asleep in his arms, he will just lay awake next to me rubbing my back or playing with my hair just because he knows I like it....and that I've never had to tell him to do, he just does it because he wants to. He also doesn't care what anyone says, not that anyone says anything, but he will take me anywhere with him, because he is so proud to be seen with me, and he always talks about forever, because I think he honestly thinks we are going to get married...well i sure as hell hope so. So thinking of all this, why would I ever want to give this up, Alex is the one person who makes me feel at home, and I am so in love with the person he is, he isn't perfect, but perfect doesn't exist, but for me Alex is as close as it gets to perfect... So I am deciding to stop being so pushy about certain things, and stop getting so mad, because that is who he is, and I need to stop focusing on the one thing he isn't and start focusing on the hundreds of reasons that he is the perfect guy! Alright well I have to go great ready for school...ugh it's going to be a long week... By the way Agustin texted my last night! But he is a story for a different day when I have more time hahaha... Ok well bye