Oct 19, 2012- Friends, football, and fries...yumm(;

     Tonight was honestly the best.  After school I went home and ate Captin Crunch.. After I was done, Vienna came and picked me up, and we went to Brookline.  We hung out in her car, talking until Alex called, then we all went to Dunkins.  After that she drove us back to the school, and Alex gave me this bracelet that he made for me.  I legit almost cried, because it was honestly the best present I've ever gotten, because I know Alex isn't thoughtful, but that fact that he did that for me shows how much I really mean to him.  I must have thanked him like a thousand times after, because I felt like I couldn't find the right words to show him just how much it really meant to me.  After that Alex had to go home, because for some stupid reason his asshole of a father wanted him home by 6.  But it was okay, because me and Vienna ended up going to a football game in Dedham.  Haha Vienna was freaking out the entire way there, because her brother's girlfriend's parents were following her there, and she was afraid she was going to lose them.  So she kept asking me to look back and see if they were still behind her.  When we were almost there she asked me to look again, and I told her they were there, she turned around to look and responded with, "THAT"S NOT THEM! THOSE ARE OLD PEOPLE!" hahaha but turns out it was okay, because they were behind the old people.  The game was fun, I ended up seeing this guy Patrick, who I kept promising I would go on a date with, but never did.  Haha but even with my hooded jacket on, he recognized me right away, and we hung out for a little while.  After the game me and Vienna went to the McDonalds drive thru, and I got fries...Gosh fries make everything amazing haha.  And then she drove me home, and on the way back to my house we talked about a lot of personal things... And well I'm really glad we met, because I don't really have that many close friends, because I tend to isolate myself from people, because I am always afraid of getting close to someone, and then getting hurt.  Tonight I also realize, that before Alex, I had never really fallen in love before, but merely stepped in it a few times.  I have honestly never let myself get as close or attached to anyone, as I've let myself with Alex.  He honestly means the world to me, and sometimes I worry, because I wonder if I mean as much to him as he means to me.  But since I am not a mind reader I will never have that question answered... I will just have to hope that the answer is yes.   Well again I'm going to wish on every star that I will wake up next to Alex tomorrow morning...