Oct 12, 2012- Home at last

Thank god today was friday, I swear to god this was one of the longest weeks ever. I missed Alex so much it was crazy. So he said to come over at 6. When I got to school we played battle of the sexes in history... I don't know how but some how I am passing history, even though I haven't done even one assignment in that class, and everyday, I sit there on my phone, with head phones in, and yet the only comment he wrote on my progress report was, "attentive and cooperative." After that I had french, and my teacher was freaking out at my, because I sat through her entire class doodling haha. After that I had biology, and my teacher was totally hitting on me, even my friend Maddy noticed, it was super awkward. At the end of the school day Maddy came over, and we decided to walk to the mall, when we got there Maddy saw this cute guy go inside Home Depot, so we followed him in, turns out he worked there, and he started talking to us, and flirting with me. I immediately told him I hd a boyfriend, and right as I was saying that Alex's freaking father popped up behind me. "Ari, what are you looking for? I'll help you." He said to me. I awkwardly looked up, as said the first thing that came to my mind, which was a dimmer switch. He showed my the dimmer switches and told me to pick one. Apparently I picked the most expensive one out there, because when I looked at the price, I saw that the stupid dimmer switch was $30. His dad's next question was what kind of light bulbs do I have in my room. I had no idea, so I said the first thing that came to my mind, which was fluorescent lights. His response was that fluorescent lights didn't work with a dimmer switch, so not only was I forced to buy the freaking dimmer switch, but apparently I then also needed light bulbs to go with it. Finally the conversation ended and me and Maddy walked away... I tried to casually put down the stuff, but Alex's dad popped up behind me, I played if off like I was just putting it down, so I would have a free hand to tie my shoe. After that he stayed around the area we were, so I ended up having to actually buy the stuff. hahaa after that me and Maddy went back to my house and I got ready to go see Alex. My mom drove me there, and I gave Alex the hugest hug ever when I saw him. I had missed him so much it was crazy. After we had sex I was super tired so I went and passed out on his couch, while he cooked me dinner. It was so nice, and he actually is a really good cook, because the food was really good! I was some kind of potatoes with raviolis. And there is nothing I love more then potatoes haha. After that I went and fell asleep with Alex while he told me a story. He kind of really sucks at telling stories but it was still the sweetest thing ever, it went something like "Once upon a time, there was this boy who love his girlfriend so much. And he really sucked at telling stories, but he was trying to tell one anyway to make his girlfriend happy, and help her fall asleep, because his girlfriend had a lot on her mind, but she wouldn't share any of it with him. Also he was rubbing her butt...Awkward, and touching her, but not in a sexual way, because he wanted her to fall asleep, because he wanted her to be at peace." It was honestly the nicest thing ever, after that I fell right asleep. at 10:30 I had to leave, because Alex's dad was going to be home at 11, and I knew he wouldn't want to come home and find me there, because despite what Alex says, I know his dad doesn't want me and Alex to be together. Anyways, I called a taxi. And sat in Alex's living room, freaking out inside my head, because I was really nervous about taking a taxi by myself. But I didn't want Alex to know how freaked out I was, because I know that this is how it is going to be from now on and I just have to learn to take care of myself. I ended up getting home safe, as I'm sure you guessed, due to the fact that I lived to tell (haha blog) about it...