Oct 2, 2012- Home "sick"

As it turns out, the whole Alex probation situation isn't as bad as I thought it was, it is 10 times worse! Its not his house he has to be at everyday by 8, but his dads girlfriends house! That means I will never see him after 8, that means I can't go see him after 8, because that women is horrible and hates me, and I hate her just as much! Today I stayed home from school "sick." I think I am going to go pick Alex up from his school, but I have to first find a way to get in touch with him, because my bitchy mother took my phone away... Gosh I swear everyday things get harder and harder for me and Alex, it is like I am fighting a losing battle. I;m going to use my home phone to call him in a little bit. He is in school though so I am probably going to end up leaving a message, but thats fine, I just want to see him today, because to be honest, all I really want right now is to just give him a hug...thats it.