Oct 15, 2012- The stalker returns

Well even though being without Alex really sucks, I think I am coming to terms with the fact that I'm not going to see him very often for a while. It was like a death, at first it hurt a lot, but everyday the pain got that much more tolerable, and I will probably never fully be okay with the situation, but I think I am as close to okay with the situation as I am going to get. On that note, I was almost on time for school today! My mom drove me all the way there and I was going to make it, but then she realized I didn't have my retainer. Let me tell you, that woman turned the car around so fast it made my head spin, and she drove all the way home made me get my retainer and then just left me there. At that point I was already really late, not to mention I live on the other side of town. So I figured since I was already late a few more minutes wasn't going to make or break me, so I went to Dunkin Donuts, and got myself a pumpkin muffin and a raspberry ice tea... haha I swear to god I will marry the guy who shows up on my door step with anything pumpkin, and yes that is how much I love pumpkin. But maybe I shouldn't say that, because the only person I can expect to show up on my porch with a pumpkin muffin is my friend Chris, and lets face it, haha I love Alex was too much to even look at another guy. ANYWAY, haha when I finally got to school all we were doing was watching some dumb movie, so I didn't even bother trying to play catch up, I just put in head phones and caught up on the sleep I missed the night before. Absolutely nothing interesting happen the entire rest of the day, except the fact that my friend Maddy goes to her dad's class room everyday and just sits there, and I didn't know why, so today I went with her, and turns out she had a thing for some hot dude Greg. Anyway today she was trying to flirt with him, and I'm not trying to be mean but when she flirts she acts like a retarded 5 year old, and to me it is like nails on a chalk board. At last period gym class, my buddy Douglas gave me a back massage, but then he kept touching me. At first it was cute and funny, but now this is going on like week 3 and at this point I would just like to shove some gym equipment up his ass and be like, "leave me alone!" After school I went home, only to find out that my entire side of town had lost power, when I got to my steps the stalker was waiting for me on my front porch. How the hell did he find out where I live? He started yelling at me, asking if I had broken up with Alex yet and saying that he loved me, and trying to take the ring off my finger! I was so freaked out I punch that freak as hard as I possibly could with out breaking his face, and ran into my house and locked the door! After that I sat in my house for a little while trying to catch my breath. Eventually he left, but it was still really scary, and now I'm really dreading going to school tomorrow... But what even, I will just walk the halls with caution...