Oct 3, 2012- Winning the dating game, first means becoming a master of the waiting game

I spend most of my school day in a daze...Today my brain felt completely fried...I couldn't absorb any information, nor could I manage to collect my thoughts. Vienna ended up texting me, and she's super nice and we have a lot in common. After I got home from school, my mom had given me her phone for a second to look at the mean messages my dad had sent her as usual...but me being me ended up looking at more then just that. I ended up finding messages from her and one of my fathers really good friends who is married. I never thought that my mother of all people was like that, but this just proved that everyone was the same, some people we just better at hiding it then others, and apparently my mother was one of the people who were better at hiding it... I was the type of person who lied all the time, but people always found out, but not because I wasn't a good liar...but because I always ended up indirectly telling on myself, because I secretly wanted everyone to know the truth. Anyway, after that I had dance, and once again Christine was trying to get in my business...I don't know what is up with my dance teacher, but she needs to focus more on teaching me to dance, and less on my personal life, because my dancing is even more screwed up then my personal life, and that right there should tell you something about how awful my dancing must be hahaa. Well right now I really wish Alex would call me or something because I want to talk to him, but I was the last one to text him and he didn't respond... And if I want to win the dating game, I need to learn to master the waiting game...so that's what I'm going to do, even if it kills me I'm going to wait until HE hits me up! lol