Oct 10, 2012- Family feud

Well I had dance class today, but on the way there TJ (my mom) completely flipped out, because I didn't want to go report Scott to my guidance counsellor. Ugh, I swear that woman is nuts. So she randomly pulled over in the middle of the road and started flipping out at me. Sometimes I seriously wish I could go back to the days where my family was happy, even if it was all fake. I told her I would talk to the guidance counsellor tomorrow, but not because I want to, but because I don't want any beef with her. I swear that woman completely hates me, Alex thinks that she just gets angry sometimes, but I know otherwise. I know for a fact that TJ hates me, because she treats me like I am shit, her and Bella are constantly ganging up on me. And all TJ ever does is sit there trashing me... Like right now I can here her and Bella in the other room. Bella is like, "Is Ari every going to married?" and my mom was like, "Who would ever want her?." Well whatever...Anyway, after that Agustin started texting me again, because he wants to see me... we texted and flirted for a little bit, but it doesn't really matter because it would never go anywhere, haha the whole world knows my heart belongs to Alex. Speaking of Alex, I'm still getting used to the fact that I'm going to be sleeping alone for a very long time...unless I take Agustin up on his offer and sleepover friday night...but that would probably be a really bad idea. I think I just need a distraction. Not another guy, just like a big project to get my mind off of how much I miss Alex. Hopefully he FaceTimes me tonight, because I really want to know how he got his dad to agree to letting him see me on weekends, because his dad and his dad's bitchy girlfriend were dead set against him having any contact with me.