Tuesday, October 2, 2012

Oct 2, 2012- 6 months is a long time

Well it's unfortunate that my huge epiphany about Alex couldn't have been sooner then yesterday, because today thing got all screwed up again. Alex had court in the morning, because of a crime he committed like three months ago. I thought everything was going to be find, and he would get like community service of something, but he got a curfew, so from now on he must be in his house by 8 everyday, or he will go to jail. Do you know what that means? That means no more sleepovers, no more falling asleep in Alex's arms, no more waking up next to him, no more Alex rubbing my back and playing with my hair until I fall asleep, and no more random sex at 3 am... He is on probation and has this curfew for 6 months! Yes, thats right, I said 6 months! Now that may not seem like a lot of time, but i assure you, when you're 15 years old, 6 months is forever... I'm super upset, and I know that is super selfish, because he obviously must feel 100 times worse then I possibly could. I also have no idea how to explain this to my mother. She is going to wonder why Alex suddenly stopped sleeping over, and what am I supposed to say, well he has a curfew because he robbed someone at gun point?

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