Oct 8, 2012- Acupunture doesn't work

Maybe I expect too much of Alex. This morning even though he hates waking up in the mornings, Alex woke up at 7, and trooped it all the way from Brighton to my house. All because I told him too, because we were going to the Topsfield fair with my family. Poor Alex though, haha when he got to my house I was still sleeping. Finally I got up, but he didn't even complain about the fact that I made him wake up so early, and I didn't even get up. After that we all got in the car and drove to the fair. My mom was bitching at me the entire car ride, bringing up the Jesse thing (Jesse is my psychotic ex). Thankfully Alex had head phones in, because he was watching a movie with my 8 year old sister and didn't hear anything. When we got there we had to stay with my mom and my little sister Bella, but for some reason Alex doesn't mind. I have this weird feeling that he actually likes my family. hmmm...well I don't really know. But anyway, my mom wanted Alex to take my sister on ride, and she told me that "bella doesn't want me, and no one else really does either so just back off." So I walked away. I swear sometimes I'm so jealous because I feel like Alex fits in with my family so much better then I do. After I started feeling sick, and my head hurt really badly, and Alex was really nice, to me. He took really good care of me, and I slept the whole car ride back. After we all went out for chinese food, but my head was still hurting, so I went to get some tylenol. Then some weird asian lady started trying to squeeze me in weird places to make my head feel better. But it didn't work, I just felt worse. Finally we found some tylenol. After we went back to my house, and Alex and I laid in my bed and talked, for a long time. It was really nice, and I realized that Alex does so much for me, like he freaking walks and hour to come see me all the time, and he makes me feel better when I'm sick and so much more. I love him so much and the rest doesn't matter. I talked to Alex about my family problems, and he actually me really good advice. After he had to leave...and I miss him already lol...I fail.