Nov 28, 2012- This dude won't quit

     Today I decided to tell Alex how I really feel, so I sent him the angry letter I had written last night after our conversation.  I ended the letter by saying 'I really do love you, I just don't know how much longer I can do this.'  After reading the letter Alex tried to call me a few times, but I didn't answer because I was having dinner with my family...finally he texted me saying, 'You don't know how much longer you can do this? well good news for you...you no longer have to...Im done!'  I called him right after that and we yelled it out for a few minutes until we decided we love each other to much to walk away, and he admitted to not really meaning it, and that he just wanted me to call him.  After that I was supposed to be at jiu jitsu, but instead I decided to walk around, as I was leaving my house I saw that guy who used to follow me, but didn't really think anything of it.  I walked all the way to the mall, and as I was going to call my friend Vienna, Alex video chatted me, I answered but mid conversation I looked up and was horrified to see that the stalker was starring at me from behind a car.  Alex saw the expression on my face an immediately hung up the phone and ran all the way from his house to where I was.  By the time Alex got there I had gone to the other side of the mall and the stalker was gone...or so I thought. A few minutes later the stalker came around the corner, Alex saw him right away, but when he saw Alex he ran.   After that Alex walked me all the way home because he didn't want me walking home alone...ugh I swear I love that boy, and I'm pretty sure I always will...even if I end up hating him I think I'll still love him.