Dec 1, 2012- Words I've heard one too many times

     It the moment where I am looking into your eyes and listening to you tell me a hundred and one reasons why things aren't the way I think they are, that I realize that I'm looking into my own eyes.  I keep wondering why the words you are saying to me sound so familiar and thats when it hits me, it's because I've heard similar words so many times coming out of my mouth when trying to get out of something.  The longer I stared at you the more I realized I can't do this.  I can't always do everything, you somehow always manage to make me feel like your doing me some sort of favor by being with me, and when you actually make time for me, you make it seem like you're doing this great deed and you should be praised for it.  Now I sit here writing this post while you lay there, sleeping next to me, completely unfazed by everything that has just happened...I'm truly glad you can sleep at night knowing how badly you hurt me, and at this point I am not even angry at you, I am angry with me for constantly letting you treat me like this.