Waking up at 3 in the morning with a feeling of emptiness, I turned around to pull Alex close to me. After a minute of feeling nothing I realized, again I was alone. It would be 4 months, 6 days, 10 hours, and 39 minutes as of this moment until I would get to fall asleep with him holding me and rubbing my back, and wake up in his arms. When I talked to him this morning the first thing he said was, "I woke up this morning, rolled over looking for you, to find no one there...then the whole morning I had flashbacks of our trip." Gosh, I miss that boy so much when he is not around. I never did share the poem I had written him on his birthday, so I'm going to write it down now before I lose the rough draft I have...Just incase you didn't catch on, it rhymes haha(;
Alex,
I couldn't imagine being without you
I love you and everything about you
like the cute Nike Flights you wear
I especially love when you gel your hair
spending the summer with you made it the best one yet
so many memories I will never forget
like you randomly putting your arm around me
then telling Eli it was 9:30
and harvard square and the flying seagull
New York and things that weren't so legal
meeting my mom, and trying not to stress
as you stared at her trippy dress
falling asleep at the house of tree
even though I spend the night having to pee
waking up to the coke truck
after having to listen to our friends fuck
making me eggs and bacon that I swore we uncooked
but they were good, despite how they looked
coming to Maine with me even though you felt faded
getting married on the beach, pretending to be related
falling asleep in your arms almost every night
and how could I forget our epic slap fight
posiden constantly causing a flood
getting a butt shot
30 days of blood
I had the most amazing summer falling in love with you
and even though it's over I know that we'll pull through
I love you through the good times and bad
cause baby your the best I ever had<3
By the one and only, Arianna Fred Johnson(:
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