Nov 25, 2012- Love conquers all

     So last night Alex ended up coming back into the hotel room at around 12am.  When he got there he  stripped down to his boxers and laid down and didn't say a word to me, we both laid there staring at the ceiling for what seemed like hours until finally I turned to face him and just rubbed his arm.  A second later him grabbed me, and pulled me into him and just hugged me as tightly as he possibly could.  "I love you so much."  He whispered holding me tightly in his arms.  At that moment all my anger disappeared and forced me to think about my real problem, that fact that Alex is now moving to Brookline, that his father might actually get what he wants, and I might losing the one person I couldn't ever imagine being without.  Because the more I thought about it, I complained a lot about Alex, and half the time I couldn't stand the thinks he did, but the bottom line was no one was forcing me to be in the relationship.  If I wanted to I could break up with Alex, and end it all, but the truth of the matter was I couldn't.  I loved Ale with all my heart, we had been through so much already and made it through all the probation, the cheating incident and the disstance that I couldn't throw all that away because of a stupid fight.  There was thinks about everyone I didn't like, but Alex was the one person who was always there to hold my hand.  When he cried he was always there to offer advice, or just be a shoulder to cry on when I didn't want the advice.  It our relationship wasn't all serious, he was the one person I could laugh with about anything.  We were always doing something crazy, like having sex in places like his school, and yesterday we decided to have sex in the back of my mothers car in the parking lot of santa's village!  We were so nervous that we were going to get caught and arrested for publie indecencies  but we didn't.  After we were finished I was sitting in the car not moving with a jacket on my lap, and Alex was like, "Ari put your pants on!" and I was like, "I can't, there is a family of 5 standing right there!"  So all and all, between the fighting and the inconveniences I love Alex so much it is crazy and I don't want to fight with him.  By the way me and Alex have officially been together for 4 months.