Nov 12, 2012- The best thing thats ever been mine

     If I thought things had hit the boiling point before, I was dead wrong.  Today I came home from my sleepover with Vienna, with Alex.  When I got home my mom wanted me to go to Chuck E Cheese with her and my sister.  But I didn't want to go, because as I already told her, I had plans to spend the day with Alex.  After that she started flipping shit on me, calling me a horrible person.  The whole time Alex had his arm around me and kept whispering in my ear, "Ari stop.  Relax.  Ari just let her win."  But I couldn't, I was sick of her crap, I had finally completely lost it.  At that point Alex when into the other room to calm down my sister.  My mother got up and pushed me, and that is when I snapped, screaming, "Touch me again, I swear to god I'll fucking kill you!"  All of a sudden Alex ran into the room, and grabbed me, and held me in his arms so I couldn't move, me and my mother continued to scream at each other, as I continued to try and break free of Alex's grip.  Finally I managed to break out of it, and the second I did, I ran out of my house and sat on my porch.  It was at that moment I decided I needed to break up with Alex because I loved him too much for him to have to be stuck with someone who is such a mess.  He had way too many of his own issues, and I didn't want him to take on my as well.  Eventually Alex came and sat on the porch with me, and for the first few second I jut let him hold me in his arms and take away all my pain.  But then I quickly because emotionless, acting as if none of that had ever happend, but stating the fact that we did for a fact need to break up.  But to my surprise he just held me tighter and said, "I love you, and I will never leave you, not even if you try and push me away."  That almost make me cry, but I held it together, not letting him see a single tear.  After that I had a really nice day with Alex.  Gosh, I love that boy so much its crazy, he is honestly the best thing thats ever been mine. <3