It’s times like
this when you realize how cruel life actually can be. Those moments when you don’t fight back, cry,
or even flinch, because the affliction is so deep, the bodies only coping mechanism
is to go numb. There is only thing everything
in this world has in common. Everything
living, every object, even intangible ideas all have a life span. Everything living died at some point, all material
things deteriorate over time, and feeling pass.
In this case it was none of the above, no one died, and the feeling didn’t
pass. But time had its way and now I’m
forced to let go of the closest person to me.
As much as I want to fight back and try to keep things going I know in
my heart that it isn’t the right thing to do and right now I just need to step
back and work on things I can control, like school and getting my life
together, and hopefully someday I will be able to have Alex back.
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