Jan 30, 2013- Agustin Adolfo Medina Hardina

     Yes, that is his name...Agustin Adolfo Medina Hardina.... And a year ago I would have done anything to be with him.  When I first met him he was all I could think about, he was the best looking guy I had ever seen, and I had so many changes to get his name or number, but I kept blowing it. But fate wasn't giving up on me, I randomly ran into him 7 times before I finally got his number.  As it turned out he has a girlfriend, but I didn't care.  I was determined.  As time progressed me and him started to go on dates and I was like his best kept secret, but I didn't want to be a secret, I wanted to be his girlfriend. He kept saying he was going to dump Sid (his girlfriend) for me, but when it all came down to it Sid won.  To get back at him I dated his step brother and best friend. Finally I let myself move on and found Alex.  Last night I finally answer Agustin, who has been texting me nonstop for a while.  He told me he liked me a lot and screwed up choosing Sid over me. He then said "I want to be with you... How ever you want it... If we keep it secret if we date or if we're just friends with benefits idc I just want you bad...". I didn't know how to respond, because I couldn't believe something that would have made me the happiest person alive a year ago now meant so little to me... I kind of just left him hanging, because I knew I could never leave Alex for anyone, I loved Alex and no kind words could change that.