Jan 23, 2013- The cards I've been dealt

     Today I realized that my mother is not the person she was, she's always been a little on the crazy side, but as the years went on she got progressively worse.  Until now she is completely gone, the mom I knew is no longer there, all that is left is a heartless broken woman with no passion for anything.  It's been hard to come to the conclusion but I have finally excepted the fact that there is something mentally wrong with my mother, it's like she's bipolar and I wish so badly she would go back to the person she was when there was still some of the real her left.  But it is what it is, and I'm done crying, I'm done feeling sorry for myself, everyone is dealt a certain set of card, and just have to make do with what they've got, so that is what I plan to do.